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Hey besties,
How have you been since we last talked? I hope y’all are doing well. I was talking with a friend the other day about how I have really vivid dreams. We compared how he doesn’t dream or remembers his. So I wanted to talk to y’all about that. Are you a vivid dreamer or like my friend don’t remember them?
For me, I LOVE looking into dreams. My dad and I do it a lot lol Some of my dreams are so vivid they feel like fever dream sometimes lol Other times I dream about things related to family,friends or even ppl I date and it happens irl. Now, idk what’s the science behind it but it’s something I’ve always dealt with for as long as I can remember. It’s a lil spooky sometimes..for example I had a dream about my daughters dad getting in a car accident & I had a heavy gut feeling only to find out he did that next morning. Other times it’s like I dream of weird metaphors that make sense later lol
Another crazy dream when I was pregnant was seeing 444 and a man breaking into our car. I felt like I should have woke up but bitch I was TIREDDD. So early in the morning my water broke & we needed to get to the hospital only to find out someone robbed some of the things in our car. I had my daughter at 4:44pm. Not every dream means something obviously but I can usually tell the difference. My grandma says she had dreams too about the family. My dad and I use to bond over it a lot because we dealt with the same thing. So talking about it was nice without judgement from others…Either way I have a love/hate relationship with it.
Aside from dreams, I know I have a strong intuition. Everyone does honestly if they choose to connect with it. I think it’s crazy how people I’ve deeply connected with especially people I’ve slept with..all ends up with me picking up on something to do with them or a warning about something.Only for it to actually play out despite me playing it down or gaslighting myself it’s not going to happen🤡I believe in souls ties…which is why I try to be careful who I sleep with & just in general not to be in business that’s not mine energetically💀 Sometimes, it’s not my place and end up dealing with the consequences because I wanted to “help” someone.which is why spiritual hygiene is important to me. Cutting ties with people spiritually & physically is something I take seriously. Anyway that’s the random thoughts & rant for this week.
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My Toxic Traits 🚩🚩
So, let me just start by saying that I’m not justifying my toxic traits. I guess just being transparent? The way I grew up I saw my mom stay with a man for 10 years that wasn’t best for her. No matter how he treated her or what he did,she stayed. I’ve seen a lot growing with friends too.
Anyway, down to the nitty gritty. My biggest toxic trait is my detachment when I feel like I’m doing too much or if I feel like I’m being played. I’m usually direct with communication but also if I feel like I know where the conversation might go I will probably just fall back or completely ghost someone. Just because I fall back doesn’t mean I don’t care. I just care about myself more. Reserving what the connection actually was too and not holding on to a “cosplay” relationship. Only solely surviving off of the past of good memories or just to void fill with temporary happiness.
Personally,I like depending on myself emotionally & occasionally having the luxury of sharing that with someone.Having no regret knowing it’s a choice regardless of where it goes & not a co dependent one. I get attached & love but also that doesn’t mean I do that blindly. I can love & leave.
I guess my second toxic trait is I get bored easily…I like people to push me out my comfort zone & people that have goals etc in their life. People that also don’t mind breaking the rules here & there. People who don’t care what others think and do what they want anyway. I respect a person who isn’t afraid to speak their mind even if that means saying something that might rub me the wrong way to my face or something a lil controversial to make a crowd angry, if that’s something they truly stand on.
Once I feel like someone is passive aggressive or indirect I get turned off or don’t take them seriously generally. With friends I address it a few times and if it continues I back up for a while or I end the friendship. Most of my friendships (the few I have) are a decade long because we know what’s up and we know each other. Doesn’t mean we don’t fight,we do but eventually we get to the issue and solve it.
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Hey besties💕
I’m updated y’all early to make up for the naughty corner for last week. I love you💕
Remember,
I love you and ALWAYS love ya self💕